Song Review and my Reflection: SHOW YOU THE CROSS by Matty Mullins

Thursday, July 1

FORGIVE THEM AND ACCEPT JESUS AS YOUR "ONLY" SAVIOUR.
WHAT THE CROSS REALLY SHOWED ME IS SACRIFICE AND FORGIVENESS.
When I was young we would pray the rosary with our whole family. every time I would recite the fifth mystery of the Joyful mysteries, I would wonder why "Losing and Finding Jesus at the Temple" belonged there -- in the JOYFUL MYSTERY. I never quite understood and it never resonated much too until this age when I am already 34.




It resonated with my life now so much, There is Joy in Jesus! In the "finding" him when you are Lost. I WAS LOST. Timeline? From the age of 17 until 33.
I WAS LOST for that time period when I stopped praying the rosary every day. When I stopped worshipping and left the youth and choir ministry at church. I was LOST in the SEXUAL SIN, REMORSE, VENGEANCE, Abandonment Issues, because of my childhood trauma leading to my BPD.
MY LIFE WAS COMPLETE CHAOS. I was so lost looking for LOVE in all the WRONG PLACES.
But now, I found JESUS. I thought therapy with the psychologist is different. That it would not involve anything spiritual AT ALL.
But I WAS WRONG! IT INDEED IS VERY SPIRITUAL. PSYCHOLOGICAL. HEALING
JESUS SAVED ME! AND I WILL PRAISE HIM FOR TILL THE LAST OF MY BREATH!
I have been in the darkness and I would not want to go back there ever again... I am MOVING INTO THE LIGHT WITH JESUS!


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