Thankful for all the support and love I have received so far. I first posted about it over on my Facebook profile and I got a lot of mixed comments and reactions.
As you may all know, I have been into praising and worshipping Jesus at home and praying our rosary with my husband together with my mom. It is spiritual for me and at the same time, it is very liberating.
Here is that part of the post I had over my FB
Here is the entire caption from this post:
Venturing into the unknownGrabeh i never thought i would do this.My faith made me do it.My kids were shocked but im.still their mommaI almost cried when it finally set in that my hair was being shaved!! Faith can move.mountains
A lot of my friends were wondering about this sudden change so I had to answer all their questions in a separate post, I felt that it was the perfect way to share my story with Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I have never gone bald in my life before! This experience was my first time and one for the books. I felt really anxious that time and fear went over me but I felt that I need to do this because this is what is in my mind and my heart desires me to do. To fully serve Jesus, we really have to humble ourselves in praise and worship. After a couple of months of praying and worshipping Jesus because of my mental illness, I felt that I was so lost and found myself in the dark.
Here is my short answer to all their questions:
Hello my brothers and sisters in Christ! I will answer you in this post since dghan jud ang ga wonder about me going bald.JESUS HAPPENED TO MESince the onset of my depression episode after holy week i will never forget it started around MARCH 24th and the diagnosis of my BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) - a severe mental illness , APril mga first week after na sa holy week. Me and my husband together with my mother, have been praying. and devoting my time sa pag dayeg ug pag worship sa balay and pag rosary every day. it was because my psychologist invited me to a GGB fellowship and there it revealed to me that yes I was in a very dark place. I realized that Jesus is my only savior. I ALMOST COMMITTED SUICIDE because of my depression and I DONT WANT to go back there again. I was depressed for a week or so.Through worship songs and prayer (AUTHENTIC FORM OF PRAYER) like talking really to Jesus the holy spirit nikunsad cya nako because after months of praying and worshipping my inner child ni gawas cya ug ni forgive cya ... MY healing started with FORGIVENESS sa akong trauma. sa mga tawo nga naka cause sa akong TRAUMAas a child. Then nibaot jud sa point on the second month sa among pagcge ug worhsip prayer, niabot na sa point nga mag tan-aw ko sa akong self sa mirror i still feel that im "worldy" and i dont like what i am seeing i felt nga naka hinder ang akong wavy curly hair sa akong devotion - - so i decided to cut if off.JESUS happened to me and my life is not the same now. I AM RENEWED because of his MERCY and GRACE and His LOVE.I am so thankful for JESUS siya ra jud ang naka save nako cya ang nag hatag ug light nako sa akong darkness. HE SAVED ME.so mao to cya i will leave you with this bible verse JOHN 12:35 -3635 Then Jesus told them, “You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. Whoever walks in the dark does not know where they are going. 36 Believe in the light while you have the light, so that you may become children of light.” When he had finished speaking, Jesus left and hid himself from them.- Thank you to all the people who have showed their love and support ingun c Jesus "Go and Speak" im the LIVING PROOF that HE IS ALIVE. JESUS IS ALIVE AND HE WILL SAVE YOU!
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